According to People.com, Fantasia Barrino overdose was no accident. Fantasia said "I didn't have any fight in me. I didn't care about anything. I just wanted out," the American Idol winner, 26, tells VH1 in a new Behind the Music interview, airing 9 p.m. ET/PT Tuesday, the same day her new album, Back to Me, is released. "At that moment, I wanted out. I wanted it to be over with – all of it, all of that." It has only been two weeks since she was hospitalized for overdosing on aspirin and a sleep aid but the American Idol singer is going forward in a fast pace. Radaronline is reporting, Fantasia Barrino and Antwaun Cook are definitely back on as a couple and they are even talking marriage.